by day I’m #normal
my forked tongue tied,
twisted into one
sweet, single lash to
murmur affection
my forked tongue tied,
twisted into one
sweet, single lash to
murmur affection
at night, unguarded
my red devil’s heart
tears apart the blue
sheltering sky, pulls
down the firmament
my red devil’s heart
tears apart the blue
sheltering sky, pulls
down the firmament
your kiss is denied
your skin is defiled
your darkness deepens
my silence torments
and still, I love you
your skin is defiled
your darkness deepens
my silence torments
and still, I love you
something there is that
swims behind my eyes
green, warm and shallow,
slithering contempt
for expectations
swims behind my eyes
green, warm and shallow,
slithering contempt
for expectations
that you might bait me,
my lip a target
for the barbed hook
of your insolence,
your kiss is denied
my lip a target
for the barbed hook
of your insolence,
your kiss is denied
your kiss is denied,
the devil inside
keeps banker’s hours,
sleeps in a coffin,
dreams larceny
the devil inside
keeps banker’s hours,
sleeps in a coffin,
dreams larceny
my omniscience,
my hubris, hurt pride,
know: I have seen you
reduced to nothing
but an empty skin
my hubris, hurt pride,
know: I have seen you
reduced to nothing
but an empty skin
I have seen every
sliver of you, cut
to ribbons like meat,
raw, bloodied, you
are served to me
sliver of you, cut
to ribbons like meat,
raw, bloodied, you
are served to me
by my own hand, such
crimes, unraveling
the complicated
cloth and flesh you wear
to preserve yourself
crimes, unraveling
the complicated
cloth and flesh you wear
to preserve yourself
I swallow you whole
and so very slow
that I might savor
the meat of your soul,
because I love you
and so very slow
that I might savor
the meat of your soul,
because I love you
your kiss is denied
I hover closely
drink deep of your tears
salty, confused,
your kiss is granted
I hover closely
drink deep of your tears
salty, confused,
your kiss is granted
your twisted body
your burning offering
no revelation
but my daily bread
I break you, eat you
your burning offering
no revelation
but my daily bread
I break you, eat you
you are cultivated,
you are harvested,
ground to dust by me,
for me, recombined,
warm, resurrected
you are harvested,
ground to dust by me,
for me, recombined,
warm, resurrected
your thick, crispy crust
is torn asunder
my teeth tear open,
fingers pull apart
soft white flesh inside
is torn asunder
my teeth tear open,
fingers pull apart
soft white flesh inside
feed my devil her
Eucharist of flesh,
devotion led to
slaughter, sacrificed,
served to me, still warm
Eucharist of flesh,
devotion led to
slaughter, sacrificed,
served to me, still warm
You rediscover
you belong to me.
I am reminded
you need reminding:
love, affection, force
you belong to me.
I am reminded
you need reminding:
love, affection, force
forgive my ego,
my haughty repose,
the heart you so love
has many chambers
some of them ugly
my haughty repose,
the heart you so love
has many chambers
some of them ugly
when you have taken
my monstrous will
underneath your skin
inside your own heart
I whisper secrets
my monstrous will
underneath your skin
inside your own heart
I whisper secrets
later, when we rest
I ask, did you get
the me you wanted?
your love, your trust,
your integrated view
I ask, did you get
the me you wanted?
your love, your trust,
your integrated view
I soften, shape-shift
my scales now feathers
stray red droplets stain
white wings on my back,
you liberate me
my scales now feathers
stray red droplets stain
white wings on my back,
you liberate me
your kiss is granted
my wingtips flutter
over your body
heal every mark
right every wrong
my wingtips flutter
over your body
heal every mark
right every wrong
your kiss is granted
timeless, infinite
I’m slow now, I’m dull,
I need shelter and
I need deepest sleep
timeless, infinite
I’m slow now, I’m dull,
I need shelter and
I need deepest sleep
your body is my
altar, your eyes
my confessional,
I am absolved by
your tender kisses
altar, your eyes
my confessional,
I am absolved by
your tender kisses
together we pick
through piled bones
seeking prophecy
in histories of
love and violence
through piled bones
seeking prophecy
in histories of
love and violence
when we collided,
the walls of hell were
forgiving as skin;
Now I know I will,
always, kiss you first
the walls of hell were
forgiving as skin;
Now I know I will,
always, kiss you first
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Submitted for the prompt #normal for #WankWednesday, the weekly twitter smut writing challenge issued by @eroticnotebook http://eroticnotebook.co.uk/themes/bdsm/normal-wank-wednesday/
September 22nd, 2011 at 3:58 am
This is an amazing piece of poetry. The passion and at times what felt like a voilent love really comes through. A very powerful piece.
Mollyxxx
September 22nd, 2011 at 7:30 am
Wow, the imagery is fantastic. Specifically, love the line “by my own hand, such crimes,” Sends an almost playful “partner in crime” image inside of this raging passion you revealed here. Enjoyed this.
Stranded
September 22nd, 2011 at 11:41 am
Every time I come and read your writing I am left with my mouth hanging open, my eyes wide and dreamy.
Just stunning.
October 12th, 2011 at 3:27 am
very interesting and well written poem. its truly stunning.
December 23rd, 2011 at 11:17 pm
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